‘specially when I’m feeling pretty down. :)
I’m quite saddened that it had to end at a time like this.
I guess I’ll take this serious and lock myself out of tumblr for the next two weeks. Time to own up these things.
LULZ ADRIAN FRANCISCO IS AWESOME kbai.
I understand that it is dangerous to run a business in the middle of the night where crooks roam the streets and such, but wouldn’t it be nice? Like a cafe for all the lost souls, the creative thinkers, the heart broken lovers, and all these other interesting personalities that will only come out in the middle of the night. I’m a night person… The sun makes me sleepy. I think I’m crazy. Mornings makes me think of people rushing everywhere, to school, to work, to here and there. It makes me think of how trapped we are in this shithole of a society. I just want to escape. It’ll be very contradicting to be serving coffee to those in need of sleep in the break of the night but hey, my mind works backward. Decaf that stuff. lol I don’t know. I feel really lonely sometimes. I spend some nights laying in bed wishing that I had a calm, quiet place to go to. Somewhere everyone like me can go to. Just sitting there, sippin on a drink, reading a book, and listen to a local hidden star strum his guitar and sing his heartbroken songs. Yeahhh… That’d be nice.
“I wish there was a 24/7 cafe around here.”
Do not try to “find yourself”, you must make yourself. Choose what you want to find meaningful and live, create, love, hate, cry, destroy, fight and die for it. Do not let your life and your values and your actions slip easily into any mold, other that that which you create for yourself, and say with conviction, “This is who I make myself”.
Do not give in to hope. Remember that nothing you do has any significance beyond that with which imbue it. Whatever you do, do it for its own sake. When the universe looks on with indifference, laugh, and shout back, “Fuck You!”. Rembember that to fight meaninglessness is futile, but fight anyway, in spite of and because of its futility.
The world may be empty of meaning, but it is a blank canvas on which to paint meanings of your own. Live deliberately. You are free.” —