Kind of just giving up. Sorry paperwork’s late. Sorry I can’t do four awards all by myself despite the fact that it’s not hard to learn and despite the fact that I’m not the only artist. Sorry I wasn’t inspirational enough. Sorry I couldn’t achieve what I wanted to this year. Sorry I didn’t get to this. Sorry I didn’t get to that. Sorry it’s all too much with these darn AP classes. Sorry that there’s no time to read three novels and do four pages of attached work each when I have other classes to worry about. Sorry that I’m “Asian failing” and dropping in ranks despite the fact that I don’t even deserve to be in Top Ten. Sorry that I believe staying at home doing work is ten times more productive than sitting at school doing nothing all period. Sorry that I put too much on my plate. Sorry that I left everything ‘til the last minute. Sorry, sorry sorry.
But sorry’s never good enough, is it?