It’s never enough is it? I’ve worked my ass off these past four years—I’m graduating at the top of my class, I’ve dedicated my time to the community, I’ve participated in a varsity sport for all four years, I’ve been accepted to some of the top schools in California, I’ve been chosen to speak at graduation, I’ve been nominated by teachers to receive the school’s highest honor. I’ve accomplished so many things that I can hardly be proud of because it’s just never enough. I’ve worked my ass off these past four years because I promised myself I wouldn’t be the screw up my brother was. I’ve worked my ass off these past four years because I didn’t want to disappoint you guys. I’m sorry I hardly know what I want to do with my life. I’m sorry I can hardly stand the smell of hospitals and the idea of being stuck in one the rest of my life. I’m sorry I don’t believe money is everything because all I’m aiming for is to be happy with where I’m at. I’m sorry that I didn’t make it to my “dream school” and that all the other schools I DID get into don’t seem good enough. I’m sorry that I didn’t apply to any Ivy Leagues because never in my life would I want to even attend one.

But you know, whatever.

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  1. dorkinessmeetsroxy reblogged this from thupok
  2. thupok reblogged this from mzjamiie and added:
    so on friggin point.
  3. channypack said: this sounds exactly like my parents. js.
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